My consideration Taken

I have been having concerns of the oddest things lately very odd. Its still three days from the eighth of november a day that everyyear plauges my veins and for some reason i hope that it may not stop. I dont know what to do. The people with the concerns of the election, so many poeple were excited last night, Why? whats the reason "well thats our country and how its gonna be run for the next four years" did my vote matter most say yes it did so i guess it did. How many times can we produce change. Change for the better should have been the slogan. Now im sitting here waiting for change hopefully the human race has evolved past the racism factor. Still one cannot help be scared. We are all thinking it nobody is saying it. But i prey for safety and the obliteration of ignorance. It seems earning your wings is getting harder and harder. But lets try anyway right. I believe that it means something to know you have helped every way you could. When is the indifference settled. probably never there is six billion people in the world i dont think every single one will get along so they end up parted and divided and screaming thier differences from rooftops and call it pride at the same time calling out the follies of others and wear thiers on the sleeve of hate. Sometimes you someone not like you and they wlak toward you on the sidewalk and give you an ugly look liek thier world is perfect they are perfect. What does that even mean i am the shit to think that way already sets you up for failure those people dont take kindly to criticism like there was few guys in my math class one year they were so cool they could make fun of kids in class they were so cool and awesome they never turned in thier homework they were so cool they made it cool to fail algebra well if failing algebra and english and health and speech is cool then i know many a uncool person including myself. I believe that if you put in the time toi learn that already makes you badass. Being a badass means you handle everything like a strong person you do it to its fullest. My brothers always told me growing up."You have to be smart, then you do your homework dont half ass it play football and baseball run track do whatever you want do it to its fullest one day your gonna want alot of things make sure its worth the work to have. " Well then i have a lot of wants i wish them to not have them cause me pain but there are a few that stick out the ones that i feel i havent completely stack against me but it comes in lulls so all i have to do is make it through the eighth and then this lull will subside. I hope i can do everything i do i life to its fullest i have no cause to quit none at all. I dont think anyone does and i hope that everyone can handle that and do things to thier baest ability its absurd to think someone will be amazing at everything but hey we can try. TRY is all i ask maybe i can finally say i gave it my best and it was the best.